POSER!

I like to blogsurf.

Its a weakness i know...*pout*

I usually don't encounter much other than the usual blogs lah, alot like mine, useless except for the blogger and friends of the blogger.

But today i came across this SUPER DUPER POSER PERASAN blogger, waaah, the amount of photos of the blogger is in direct proportion to the nonsensical reading material.

Wait! GOT MORE, THERE's MORE!

I actually know this person! Hahahhaa....
Not that i'm saying that my blog is super useful.
There are the blogs that are filled with useful info for friends to read, and there are those where friends (as in, ME) read briefly once and don't want to ever be subjected to that kind of torture again.

Not that i'm saying my blog is super nice.
There are those that try, and there are those who overdo-it. Personally, i can't stand those sickly sweet pink stuff all over or the extremely goth death themes. I think they're too much. And so do a lot of other people. Bleurgghh.

Not that i'm saying i'm a super intelligent writer.
Hahaha, i'm so outdated with my writing and i usually write in a conversational kind-of way anyway. But i don't like to use too many sms abbreviations. Cz susah 4me 2rd n susah 4othrs 2 rd oso, RIGHT? And even though i might write nonsense sometimes that can only be understood by me, i would try not to write stuff that might make me seem like an absolute dumb blonde. Ergh!

Not that i'm saying i'm not a poser.
Oh man. Downright i'm a poser. But i don't post up pic after pic of me in the same thing except for a change of eyeshadow and so to demonstrate, i don't torture u with my side profile with the new shadow, full frontal, the OTHER side profile and many more with different outfits to match. Hehe, even i'm not that vain. Ewww.

Not that i'm saying you can't have freedom to write whatever you wanna write and post whatever you wanna post.
Post la! Same reason why i'm posting this up as well!
Muahahhahaha.

I'm evil i know.

New me? Nuh-uh

Exactly one year ago, i wrote about wanting to change...

Exactly one year today...

I can't be damned.
Maybe i should change some things.
Maybe.
I'll give you that.
But seriously, i like most of me right now.

*there are some things i know*
But screw you.
Not changing it for you, you, you OR you!
Only for one will i ever change for.
So get off my back.

=)

I like me just fine.
Childish, a little bit fat...
Sometimes a snob,
Mostly happy, fun loving
Warts and all, i still like me JUST FINE.

At least i can admit i'm childish and sometimes a snob

*peek*

*is the coast clear?*

One day has passed.

Bah humbug!

You ever have those moments where some memory just hits you and you smack your forehead and wonder,'What the hell was i thinking?'

Yep.

I just made such a memory today.

Remember that scene in SATC, where Carrie and Mr.Big hooked up behind Aidan and Natasha's back, and she gets these black and white flashbacks of their *hmm hmm * intimate moments and she just smacks her forehead and says,'Ohhhh!'?

Yep.

This is one of those moments.

Gah.

I have alot of these memories actually. And at the most inopportune times, they hit me, like a train, making me cringe and wonder,'What in the world possessed me to do such a thing?'
Chalk it up to youth?
Hehe, not so fast, buddy.
Can't just blame it on youth and let it go...
It'll come back to haunt you.

*Like that time i...*

*oh, ya! And that time we...*

*And when i did that...*

Vivid images flash before my eyes.
I always make it a point to not repeat THESE perrr-ticular doings.
Of course, one flashback is bad enough, who wants a double whammy?
It's like that saying...
Fool me once, shame on you.
Fool me twice, shame on me.
*something to that effect*

Anyway, i'm going to sleep.
Hopefully that will erase all memories for the moment.
Although, i know its inevitable.
Just let me escape it for now.
Good night.

What to do?

I don't know what i want to do with my life.

I have ambitions, yes yes...
An abundance of ambition.
I know what i want to do...
I know i have some talent, here and there.

I'm in between Raffles and Limkokwing
and the only thing keeping me from jumping on the first train out to either
is me lazy ass bum.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHH!

If only i was a rich man's daughter like Paris Hilton, sigh...
no need to study but pretty much do as you wish your whole life long.
Bleehehh, i don't think i would enjoy her kinda life either.
Living in the limelight all the time is not all that great.
Buahah, if i'm ever so lucky to be alltime super designer, famous in all sorts of countries, i'd probably be living in the limelight as well. Then at least, i'll be famous for what i do, not what i'm wearing or what i did with this that guy.

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I wanna go to US.
Visit Philly, Manhattan, San Francisco...
I wanna visit those flea markets, antique stores, those 2nd hand stores...
It's like digging for treasure =)
They have real flea markets, not like the chaplang pirated versions of flea markets we have here. Yeurrrggh...the crap they have on sale *really*

Then i want to own a cool litle apartment/loft of my own.
Or a place like Carrie Bradshaw's.
*not exactly like it of course*
I'm not a copy cat.
But a place like that...
All to myself.
Decorated by yours truly.
And no car. Just a bike.
And i can bike around the park and to the store on the next block.
And own little kittens...
Meoowww *i swear that nobody will ever make me give away a beloved pet ever again*

Sigh

Dreams.

Help the Meows and Bow-wows!

Dear Friends,

I just received news that about 60 dogs and cats need adoption urgently between tomorrow (19 July) and Friday (21 July). These animals are scheduled for culling tomorrow, but the local MP (authorities) has given an extension to the culling date. Half the animals are licensed and belong to owners.

Tomorrow, the animals will be photographed and posted on blogs (or advertised) so that owners can locate them.If you would like to rescue these animals by adopting them, please show up tomorrow at No.1 Jln Utama, Jln Perindustrian Puchong Perdana, Selangor Malaysia; at 9am. If we can find homes for most of the animals, perhaps we can do away with the culling!

For more enquiries, contact: Kokila 0166070398 or Sham 0122238459

Kindly spread the word around! Post on blogs, and online bulletin boards.Thank you.

YOU!

YOU need to get over yourself.

You DON'T know everything.

You need to stop being an overbearing, overdrama ordeal.

You need to stop banging other people.

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As you can see, i'm pissed.
Cos some people just...
Piss me off lah.

Qian left at 7.30pm.
So sad right?
Thank goodness i won't be going through all this.
Not now at least.
But its only going to be a year.
It'll fly by in no time.

Also, BouncingNinjaTurtle will be back soon also.
Don't know how that's gonna be.
Weird and awkward?
Cos there'll always be something there for me.
A soft spot.
Not being friends is even weirder.
Anyway, thats gonna be trial and error.
=P

Boredom requires quizzes

Find your own pose!

Boasters!

Some people...
find it important for me to know about their oh-so-happening lifestyle.

Some people...
find it necessary to let me know about said lifestyle at 2.30 bloody %&*$# AM.

Some people...
feel the need to make up things about their lame lives to impress other people.

And oh-lucky me.
I happened to encounter such person in my lifetime.
And now i will regret it for the rest of said lifetime.

This particular person...
*should i even bother to mask his name, cos i WANT to embarrass him*
Anyway, this asshole of an idiot, calls me at that ungodly hour to ask me something...
A VERY important question, i'm sure...

''Ei, do you know where Waikiki is?''

Farking hell.
Do i look like i give a damn at 2.30 in the morning?
Get a life and go to sleep.
Even if you don't sleep, DON'T BUG ME!
COS I'LL BE SLEEPING.

And besides, who the hell goes to these places on a MONDAY???
NObody goes on monday cos nobody will be there, u dumb &%$*
Cos NORMAL PEOPLE like ME, go on weekends, you lameass fat piece of shit.

NOw i'm pissed.
Cos i didn't get good sleep after a really long day
AND i had to wake up early.
So YOU, bloody basket, had better not call me, see me, accidentally bump into me.

COS I'M NOT GONNA BE AS BLOODY ACCOMODATING

AS I WAS WHEN I WAS HALF ASLEEP.

Farewell Hobbit!

Qian is leaving...
Actually that little sentence above has been my excuse for everything from partying, drinking, going out late, dancing and staying over at friends' houses.
You rock!

Hahaaa, but she's leaving tomorrow...
*pout* does this signal the end of partying???
Hobbit, i will miss you dearly.
*cos i don't get to go partying oso*
YERRRR....


BUT I CAN'T.
Cos mizzz Swen is hogging the pictures =(

Anyway, today was busy.
Just driving around everywhere.
Had lunch at this quaint little shop called the Teapot in SS2.
The food is really good and the decor is sooooo CUTE!
They've got this collection of teapots
and they're EVERYWHERE!!!
Even the door handle is teapot shaped!
The food is superbly fantastic.
Go check it out k...

I wanted to check out the Cineleisure that just opened...
Heh, the only shop open in the new mall is a kuci kurau Nike shop.
BOORRRRING.
Qian came along and we started shopping like crazy la.
*actually more her than me...*
Then later we met up with Sharm, Swen and some friends for dinner
@the Salmon Steak in Subang.
Qian n i were thinking up a theory on nerds compared to jocks...
Well, the gist of it was 'Experience don't mean a thing without education' lah
Go figure.

*ok ok...if you still don't get it, come and ask me*
Not something i wanna post up in detail in public =)

Sun, Sea, Sand...

Kuantan.

The last time i went there, well, i had to be told that i HAD been there...
So that was preeeeety long ago.

Wasn't all that great, although i still appreciate the fact that my dad wanted to take us all on a holiday.
It was filled with white people *i don't know how else to call them without sounding weird-caucasians?- and/or rude-kwailo-*
One even had his wedding there, with a chinese woman.
Don't even get me started.
*yes, you know i think that some asian women are so money minded*
AND...
They had no taste in wedding deco.
Who the heck puts BROWN in your wedding colour code.
It's not even in a garden *mayb near one*
AND its NOT fall.

Lameass people who get married.
*it's my wedding and i'll cry if i want to??*
I suppose the same principle applies.

*Eeyerrr, i see drooooollll.... GROSS!!!*
Hehe, kidding!

Hugeass comfy pillows. And they give u 2 pillows each!
I guess they should.
Its a five star hotel.
And besides...
We're paying for it

See what we like to do on holiday?
We like to watch TV!!!
So cacat i know.

This was a nice view of the balcony and the sunshine.
Didn't notice the butt tho. =)
*i'm sure u do now*
MUAHAHAHA

Experiment from inside the closet.
It's failed,
if you haven't noticed.

I'm the man!

Ever since the skin problem landed in my front yard, i've been using this as an opportunity to concoct interesting outfits that suit both my need to cover up and my need to look funky.
eHehhe, must live up to the name, you see.

And so today, i explored the male perspective of fashion. Imagine the black pinstripe fedora, the white shirt, the black suspenders and black pants kinda thing going on.
And so happened that my ladies of the night, Drea, Sharm, Swen n Qian were almost all in black and white, so it turned out quite cool.
I was the man of the night.
Not only that, we went to Bangkok Jazz,
so the outfit quite complimented the place we went to.

It got quite depressing after a sip or two of my Long Island Iced Tea,
not that i wasn't expecting it.
It is a Jazzy place...
And almost all jazzy places love to play those two songs of mine.
Almost made me miss certain people.

But then again, after some girl chatter on the ride to QBar...
I forgot all about it.
I've been having some problems with beauty.
Especially with guys who can't take me n my skin.
Sometimes you just NEED to hear that you're beautiful.
It's just not the same to know it or hear it from your girlfriends.
ANYWAY...

QBar was a total disappointment la.
Supposedly closing at 2am, but when we reached,
just as we made our grand entrance...
They stopped the song and said goodnight.

BUGGER!

And we were so looking forward to dancing.
Shit.

GAh, nothing could stop us tonight tho
so we went to the mamak nearby Drea's place
and proceeded to cerita cerita about people and things and places.
*Ok OK* more like just about people...*hee hee*
Certain stupid people, bugging annoying ppl, and all the rest in between.
MuaHAHAHHAahaha
NOBODY was SPARED!

It was fun
but the night has to come to an end sometime.
And i need to get up today at around 6.
Dang.
Going to Kuantan. Eurgh.
Anyway, that's all the update on nightlife.
Will post up pics when i get them from Swen.
Nightey night.