I just realised that a quarter of my class transferred from business/engineering cos they found it too hard and a quarter more are transferring out to business/engineering because they find it too hard...GO FIGURE!!!
I miss my girls...
They're all off in different places...they are the kind who know what they really wanna do...and are seriously contemplating on places where they can make the most out of it..If any of you are reading this, I MISS YOU GUYS!!! *drop me a comment or something*
This song...hahaha...this is for those guys who think their girls are sooooo adoring and are so in love with them... for those guys whose egos are bigger than their you know whats...for those guys, i tell you, take it and shove it up yours!!!
Since You've Been Gone" by Kelly Clarkson
Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone
How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've Been Gone
How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Pillars Of Strengthposted by DramaQueenDrea at 12:54 AM
I have always believed in the great power of encouragement that girl friends bring to you in your walk to becoming the person you're suppose to be. It doesn't matter where you've been, they are somehow the ones that can bring you back and make you feel loved at the end of the day. I am one to testify of these great friendships...
When it comes to love, I have seen my fair share and yes, there has been a point where I just wanted to throw it all in. I have gone from being an optimist to a pessimist...from hopeful to cynical. But I don't have any regrets whatsoever because I know these feelings and experiences are teaching me and painting the bigger picture of my life.
Just when I thought I wanted to give up, my dear friend Erin gives me this bookmark with the thought of the day by Maya Angelou. It said, "Have enough courage to trust love one more time and always one more time". It has so much meaning to me because of what I've gone through. I will admit that I have wanted to give up, but just looking at this bookmark, I am encouraged to pick myself up again and give love just one more chance. I am ready to fight the good fight again...Erin, Thank you! To women who have lost faith in love, don't give up! You only have one life to live, so live it.
To the rest of my girl friends who have been my pillar of strength, you mean much to me and I am forever grateful that God created you and that our paths crossed.Thank you and I love you from the bottom of my heart.
My friend, DramaQueenDrea wrote this in her blog...http://andrealingling.blogspot.com/... by the way, i'm Erin...i'm glad i have made some tiny difference in someone else's life. My mother says that you're supposed to live like ur dying and care for people, so that at your funeral, there will be people who want to be there...not just people who are there out of duty. Well, up to the day i read her blog, i have never felt like i really made a difference anywhere on anybody's life...so i thank you, andy, for honouring me...
Everything is different now,
Look at me and you can see I've changed somehow
You might think it's strange the way I hold it down
But I know (I know you want it),
and you know (I know you know) I got what you need
My life is different now,
Look at you & I can see you're wonderin how
Though you think it's strange the way I hold it down
Know I know, (I know you want it) & i know (I know you know)
I got what you need
Saw me drivin by just the other day,
I was riding in my car & my hands were raised
By the way that I was rockin
You thought I was bumpin biggie and jay
But I was steady spinnin faith cause I could praise for days
You hollared at me I was at the light,
Said I was looking fly & asked what's up tonite
I said i know you used to see me at the clubs til three
But I don't kick it like I did cause there's a change in me
Everything is different now,
Look at me and you can see I've changed somehow
You might think it's strange the way I hold it down
But I know (I know you want it),
and you know (I know you know) I got what you need
My life is different now,
Look at you & I can see you're wonderin how
Though you think it's strange the way I hold it down
Know I know, (I know you want it) & i know (I know you know)
I got what you need
Some of my girls I hadn't seen in a while
Saw them at the mall and we traded hugs and a smile
They said we hear you're doing well you seem so confident
I told them that it wasn't me but it is heaven sent
I saw confusion in there eyes,
Said i'm living fine no compromise
I don't talk I don't dress like I did before
But if you give me just a second I will tell you more
Everything is different now,
Look at me and you can see I've changed somehow
You might think it's strange the way I hold it down
But I know (I know you want it),
and you know (I know you know) I got what you need
My life is different now,
Look at you & I can see you're wonderin how
Though you think it's strange the way I hold it down
Know I know, (I know you want it) & i know (I know you know)
I got what you need
I am not the same, God has changed the game
Found that it's okay, I don't have to live that way
I am not the same, God has changed the game
You know it's okay, you don't have to live that way
Everything is different now,
Look at me and you can see I changed some how,
you like the way I hold it down,
But, I got what you need
Everything is different now,
Look at me and you can see I've changed somehow
You might think it's strange the way I hold it down
But I know (I know you want it),
and you know (I know you know) I got what you need
My life is different now,
Look at you & I can see you're wonderin how
Though you think it's strange the way I hold it down
Know I know, (I know you want it) & i know (I know you know)
I got what you need
Everything is different now,
Look at me and you can see I've changed somehow
You might think it's strange the way I hold it down
But I know (I know you want it),
and you know (I know you know) I got what you need
My life is different now,
Look at you & I can see you're wonderin how
Though you think it's strange the way I hold it down
Know I know, (I know you want it) & i know (I know you know)
I got what you need
Today, my lecturer said i need to 'be more explorative'...i'm not sure whether that's the correct version of the word but that's the word she used. I need to explore more into the strokes, the variations, the designs... We spent the whole day making 40 funny looking prints onto 40 little squares of cartridge paper and we reproduced and enlarged 8 of those designs and made 4 jigsaw puzzles out of them. ART! i have to admit, it was art. Very kindergarten art...but art nonetheless. I'm no Picasso but i certainly tried my Da Vinci best but guess that was not enough. Well, that's not a very positive attitude to bring into the new semester but well, that's just how i feel. Sad and Depressed...
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine
i'm the one thats honking at you cuz i left late again
Could you see i want you by the way i push you away
Don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions, i do it all for your reaction
get tangled up in me
You wanna know more, more, more about me
gotta know reverse psychology
i'm the reason why you can't get to sleep
i'm the girl you never get just quite what you see
Could you see i want you by the way i push you away
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions, i do it all for your reaction
get tangled up in me
you think that you know me
you think that i'm only
when everything i do is only to get tangled up in you
You wanna know more,more, more about me
i'm the girl that's sweeping you off your feet
could you see i want you by the way i push you away
don't judge me tomorrow by the way i'm acting today
mix the words up with the actions, i do it all for your reaction
Get tangled up in me
This song says it all. Stupid guys...they'll never get it even after a
girl sings it out on international radios to them
