I Need Prozac!

Today, my lecturer said i need to 'be more explorative'...i'm not sure whether that's the correct version of the word but that's the word she used. I need to explore more into the strokes, the variations, the designs... We spent the whole day making 40 funny looking prints onto 40 little squares of cartridge paper and we reproduced and enlarged 8 of those designs and made 4 jigsaw puzzles out of them. ART! i have to admit, it was art. Very kindergarten art...but art nonetheless. I'm no Picasso but i certainly tried my Da Vinci best but guess that was not enough. Well, that's not a very positive attitude to bring into the new semester but well, that's just how i feel. Sad and Depressed...