Life with my Friend

I have a friend.

She's always with me.

She's not a very nice friend.

She always annoys me, aggravates me, pisses me off.

She bugs my life.

I hate her.

Her name is Ezcema.

Unfortunately, ezcema is a permanent part of my life. It was engraved into my genes before i was born. It wasn't caught, or contagious or caused by dirty lifestyle. In fact, the cleaner you live, as in your household is completely clean and 'hygienic', cos your immune system has probably yet to have developed immunity against viruses and bacterias as compared to a less than perfect place of living. My parents, no matter how supportive i know they mean to be, cannot understand. Sometimes, their sensitivity to my 'condition' is totally insensitive.

Oh well, such is life. Even if i get rid of all the evidence of ezcema, it might pop up again the next time i'm stressed. And the thing is, it IS different for a guy to have ezcema and for a girl to have it. Cos girls can still fall for guy with some little extras, like ezcema, fats, old age or ugliness. I'm not criticising men here but just take a look at the stats. Whats the percentage of younger guys marrying older women, compared with younger women marrying older guys? I'm so not accepting arguments with Cameron Diaz and Demi Moore in mind. That's Hollywood, this is real life. Besides, when a younger man marries an older woman, he's sympathetic, patient and all but when a younger woman marries an older man, she's a gold digger, money eyed ho. How fair is that?

Same thing applies to my case. How many guys would go out with a girl like me? *not talking about then, talking about NOW* I'm always covered up, no skin showing anywhere. The other day, an old lady came up to me and told me, 'Oh you dress so nicely nowadays, not like the other girls.' Heh, i'm wondering whether i should be complimented or offended. Cos if i didnt have this, i probably would be dressed like them too.

But then again, like i say about guys who are intimidated by my height or loudness, it's a surefire way to eliminate the losers.