Saturday, April 21, 2007

It becomes me

I think i'm going crazy.
Nutters, bonkers. Totally out of my mind.
Nobody understand, nobody can ever understand.
You all just don't get it.
So don't bother trying.
Don't talk to me about suffering.
You don't know the half of it.

Only you.
Only you really understand.
I just don't know how to accept it.
Cos i've been living this way, with no one to understand me for so long, that i just don't know how to take someone finally understanding what's really going on.

Snap Crackle and Pop.
Thats what i do to people who don't understand.
Just can't trust anyone in this world.
I don't think i even know what trust is.

So life goes on and i go on, living in ignorant bliss.
But ignorance outgrows its bliss in time.
And torture becomes me.