all i want to do is to beg him to give it another chance

is that too much to ask

i hate it la

i'm going off for four days

he's gonna be there

i'm sure it won't help that his horde of admirers will be there too

i'm going out of my mind

i feel like dying just so that the pain will go away

i wonder if he cares

i wonder if he ever cared

i'm sick

can this situation get any worse

is this sick, numb, calm, almost hysterical, psychotic, angry, upset, disappointed, hurt, pained feeling normal

if it is, it sux

what will we gain by being together

i feel like such a liar

everyday i wake up, paint on a happy smiley face

to have it washed away by tears at night