I'm telling you not many stick around. Not many really care. In everybody is just differing levels of faking it out. Maybe hmm you're faking it a little sometimes and ummm maybe you just can't tell the truth too well and fake it really bad and you! You're the worst! You claim you damn well care and love and shit like that and hah! Behind closed doors behind people's backs NOT TO MENTION in public mengata-ngata orang. So hm...well. LOYALTY? kiss my ass.
But then again, i have my own levels of faking it so what the hell right, who am i to complain?
I'm just saying you know your own loyalty won't get you no where with people. NO shit. Be around for what as long as i've been around and work your ass off be passionate even when others were slacking it off and slacking it off still, putting off for MORE important shit, but it still don't get you no where.
Yeah, some of you might know what i'm talking about but how many care? I don't want comments to this post cos it only goes to show how many people fake it to me so just keep it to yourself. I'm just fine off alone. I am growing to like being alone and i love it. NOt complaining about nobody around and not complaining about no boyfriend and not complaining im lonely. So don't go assuming that i am. Sympathetic as it may be, i don't need it. Much less then reminder that i used to be a leech like that, leeching off other people for life support. Maybe i still am but i don't need to know.
I'm slowly extricating myself from this...Getting out while i still can...Wanna know why you have such bad rapport such a bad name with some people? Cos you damn well earned it and deserve it. Bitch and do stupid things, of course you deserve it. I'm sucked in to these things, learning good as well as all this shit...It used to be different, better than this but well...now i'm not learning anymore and i know better. and i want OUT.
i just don't have the patience like some of you do. I'm impatient yeah and easily distracted...to have stuck around for as long as i did was whoa...real long. And i stuck around cos i thought there was something good going on. But there ain't anymore. Nah a! No more. I've had enough.
This last thing was a test. Just to see...and looks like you failed.
But then again, i have my own levels of faking it so what the hell right, who am i to complain?
I'm just saying you know your own loyalty won't get you no where with people. NO shit. Be around for what as long as i've been around and work your ass off be passionate even when others were slacking it off and slacking it off still, putting off for MORE important shit, but it still don't get you no where.
Yeah, some of you might know what i'm talking about but how many care? I don't want comments to this post cos it only goes to show how many people fake it to me so just keep it to yourself. I'm just fine off alone. I am growing to like being alone and i love it. NOt complaining about nobody around and not complaining about no boyfriend and not complaining im lonely. So don't go assuming that i am. Sympathetic as it may be, i don't need it. Much less then reminder that i used to be a leech like that, leeching off other people for life support. Maybe i still am but i don't need to know.
I'm slowly extricating myself from this...Getting out while i still can...Wanna know why you have such bad rapport such a bad name with some people? Cos you damn well earned it and deserve it. Bitch and do stupid things, of course you deserve it. I'm sucked in to these things, learning good as well as all this shit...It used to be different, better than this but well...now i'm not learning anymore and i know better. and i want OUT.
i just don't have the patience like some of you do. I'm impatient yeah and easily distracted...to have stuck around for as long as i did was whoa...real long. And i stuck around cos i thought there was something good going on. But there ain't anymore. Nah a! No more. I've had enough.
This last thing was a test. Just to see...and looks like you failed.
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