You know, i always get warnings whenever i'm starting to get pissed. I get all warm, i start sweating and i feel this choke coming up from my diaphragm and i may or may not start to tear. I'm a weird person, i often cry when i get so angry.
Well. I'm not crying now. I just learnt a very important lesson. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Haha almost the same anyway. God, i need you so much.
I absolutely downright hate it when people change my plans, disturb it, or make me wait. I guess i've got to learn how to deal with that. Patience, something i lack so much. You'd think after so long, i would have learnt patience. One of my biggest shortcomings that i really need to overcome.
I'm still pissed, Lord. And i don't want to go to sleep like this. Please give me peace. Help me be dependent on you so that people won't disappoint me. I need to feel your arms around me, just hugging me. I've missed you all this while, but i never realised it. I need you now, for always.
Well. I'm not crying now. I just learnt a very important lesson. Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me. Haha almost the same anyway. God, i need you so much.
I absolutely downright hate it when people change my plans, disturb it, or make me wait. I guess i've got to learn how to deal with that. Patience, something i lack so much. You'd think after so long, i would have learnt patience. One of my biggest shortcomings that i really need to overcome.
I'm still pissed, Lord. And i don't want to go to sleep like this. Please give me peace. Help me be dependent on you so that people won't disappoint me. I need to feel your arms around me, just hugging me. I've missed you all this while, but i never realised it. I need you now, for always.
hey girl...whatever it is, don't let it get to you. Always remember, people and things don't upset you, you upset yourself by thinking that people and things upset you.
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