I'm in a New York TRAVEL state of mind.
I'm not sure where exactly i wanna go, but i wanna go somewhere.
Maybe nearby, maybe further.
Muahahha BUT I'M GONNA DO IT.
I'M GONNA DO IT!
And that makes me happy.
Other than that, i'm feeling weird.
Down but happy at the same time.
I can't explain it more than that.
So i'm filling myself up with things to do to keep my mind off the down part.
Cos its so much easier to be happy all the time than to be down.
You have to think and analyse excessively to be down.
So i've decided to be happy
and BE HAPPY I WILL.
The Jazz Fest is on again this weekend. BouncingNinja is away so he can't be around to appreciate the goooooood moosik. But i'm going and i think *not too sure* FatBoy, JonBoy, YL, Davin and some others might be there. GOOD! Cos i like company to things like these. Hehe, the ambience is wasted and the music is not as good without people around you to chat about it. I was a very good girl and didn't drink the last time. Because bad things happen when i drink NOW.
I turn red...
HORRIBLY EMBARRASSINGLY red.
I start feeling my pulse in my head...
du-dup, du-dup, du-DUP, DU-DUP!
I start drinking more and more water...
gulp, gulp, GULP, BUUUUUUURRRRRRP!
And i usually feel like puking/or really do puke in the end.
And this is only after ONE glass of whatever.
You see, this is weird. Because before this, maybe 6 months before this, i could drink as much as my heart desires and i wouldn't, COULDN'T get drunk. One of my guy friends even tried to get me drunk *why he tried, don't ask me* and he made me down so many. But i still stuck it out, and wasn't a bit drunk. I was more sane in fact. BUT NOW!
NOW!
I can't even drink one drink without looking like a monkey's backside.
That's sick okay.
People tell me its good, cos it shows my blood circulation is very good now.
Oh man. PLEASE!!! Give me back my constitution of an OX!
PLEASE! I BEG YOU!
Its that or i'll never drink again.
Sob.
Whatever.
I'm not sure where exactly i wanna go, but i wanna go somewhere.
Maybe nearby, maybe further.
Muahahha BUT I'M GONNA DO IT.
I'M GONNA DO IT!
And that makes me happy.
Other than that, i'm feeling weird.
Down but happy at the same time.
I can't explain it more than that.
So i'm filling myself up with things to do to keep my mind off the down part.
Cos its so much easier to be happy all the time than to be down.
You have to think and analyse excessively to be down.
So i've decided to be happy
and BE HAPPY I WILL.
The Jazz Fest is on again this weekend. BouncingNinja is away so he can't be around to appreciate the goooooood moosik. But i'm going and i think *not too sure* FatBoy, JonBoy, YL, Davin and some others might be there. GOOD! Cos i like company to things like these. Hehe, the ambience is wasted and the music is not as good without people around you to chat about it. I was a very good girl and didn't drink the last time. Because bad things happen when i drink NOW.
I turn red...
HORRIBLY EMBARRASSINGLY red.
I start feeling my pulse in my head...
du-dup, du-dup, du-DUP, DU-DUP!
I start drinking more and more water...
gulp, gulp, GULP, BUUUUUUURRRRRRP!
And i usually feel like puking/or really do puke in the end.
And this is only after ONE glass of whatever.
You see, this is weird. Because before this, maybe 6 months before this, i could drink as much as my heart desires and i wouldn't, COULDN'T get drunk. One of my guy friends even tried to get me drunk *why he tried, don't ask me* and he made me down so many. But i still stuck it out, and wasn't a bit drunk. I was more sane in fact. BUT NOW!
NOW!
I can't even drink one drink without looking like a monkey's backside.
That's sick okay.
People tell me its good, cos it shows my blood circulation is very good now.
Oh man. PLEASE!!! Give me back my constitution of an OX!
PLEASE! I BEG YOU!
Its that or i'll never drink again.
Sob.
Whatever.
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