Long time no see

Such a Chinese thing to say. And i've been more Chinese in the last three days than i've been in my entire life.

Anyway, that's not the point of the post. The point is, i'm not sure what the point is anymore. Haha, no that's not entirely true, i know the point is Jesus. But i mean the point in other things in life that i do that i don't consider important anymore, but well, would be controversial if i chose to halt. All these questions burning in my mind, i wish there were more older women in the church that i look up to that i can ask these personal questions. Where are the older women who's supposed to teach the younger women? Biblically, older women are supposed to train the younger women... where are they? Sigh. Do you see the necessary succession from older women (older for me meaning from 22-whatever) to the younger? They should have already encountered these questions and therefore would be able to guide me in a sense, not so much spoon feed me.

Anyway, that point about older and younger women is also secondary to the main point. Where do i measure up? In God's great plans, what do i do? Well, since i haven't finished thinking about them, you will not be able to read the not-so-juicy details of my answers.

So that makes the ACTUAL point of this post, is that i just wanted to let you know that i'm still alive and have been busy and occupied and haven't had the time to blog.