Christmas isn't Christmas.

The brownies have all gone. That's a good sign =) I have hope. 

It's nearly Christmas. I'm not going gaga over Christmas presents that i have yet to buy and not wondering if people will buy me presents. I'm not imagining up what to wear to Christmas service nor do i really care. I'm not putting up decorations nor do i even know where to find them in my house. It doesn't "feel" like "Christmas". Maybe that's cos i don't know what Christmas is supposed to feel like...