One year ago, i was stressed to the point of psychoness.
Now i'm so free, i really have nothing better to do than press out whiteheads and do facials for myself all day long. *pffft*
And also, i can gladly say that i'm so much a better person than i was when i wrote this.
*YES!!*
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Well, thanks for all the prayers people.
Things on the homefront are much better, altho problems are not solved as yet.
The thing is, they like to sweep things under the rug,
push them away rather than deal with them.
And frankly, after 19 yrs of sweeping loads of shit under the rug,
its not working for me.
It just gathers a whole load of dust under there
and its just piling and piling and piling.
And its not gotten me anywhere.
So now...
I have a whole lot of shit that needs to be cleared up.
Not that i'm blaming anyone of course.
I did all the sweeping myself.
But well...the methods could have been better.
And i'm just tired of hiding, running away.
I've found better and easier ways to deal with my problems.
Try facing them and solving them.
Then at least the area under the rug is clear.
And keep on spring cleaning until you don't even need a rug anymore.
*grin*
Now i'm so free, i really have nothing better to do than press out whiteheads and do facials for myself all day long. *pffft*
And also, i can gladly say that i'm so much a better person than i was when i wrote this.
*YES!!*
============================
Well, thanks for all the prayers people.
Things on the homefront are much better, altho problems are not solved as yet.
The thing is, they like to sweep things under the rug,
push them away rather than deal with them.
And frankly, after 19 yrs of sweeping loads of shit under the rug,
its not working for me.
It just gathers a whole load of dust under there
and its just piling and piling and piling.
And its not gotten me anywhere.
So now...
I have a whole lot of shit that needs to be cleared up.
Not that i'm blaming anyone of course.
I did all the sweeping myself.
But well...the methods could have been better.
And i'm just tired of hiding, running away.
I've found better and easier ways to deal with my problems.
Try facing them and solving them.
Then at least the area under the rug is clear.
And keep on spring cleaning until you don't even need a rug anymore.
*grin*
I'm proud of you. Not everyone can face up and admit to the reality of their problems. Especially when it's been a habit for the most part of their lives. =) All the best to you. May you have a dust & rug-free floor! Hehe...
ReplyDeletemaybe you and i can go out and BURN our rugs?? haha i'd happily join you on that festivity inspiring outting ;)
ReplyDeleteyeah, i echo that lil hobbit's point, acknowledgement it the hardest thing.. its only upward from there, babe..
one step at a time, is all i can advice. and if you stumble and/or fall back a few steps.. its ok, all part of the process... just ask for help and stand up... and someone'll be there to help you through your next step... :) and usually He provides just the right someone too
*to a united dust free world!!*